8:12 AM

On the plane to San Francisco, I saw this new movie called Captain Fantastic. It's about a family, the Cashes-- a father and his six children-- who live out of society, in the woods. They stay fit through exercise, hunt and gather their own food, meditate in tall grass, and read classic novels and political books. I'm going to try to explain why this film stuck with me like it did, why it intrigued and inspired me.

Of course it's unreal in this time to live in a forest and be able to survive. What if you get severely hurt? What if you feel the need for company outside your family (I know I do)? And even if you manage, it would be impossible to integrate into the civilised world. The family in the movie does this and fails, sometimes hilariously so. If you learn all you know from books, and have no chances for social contact apart from your strange father and naive siblings, you're not going to be able to communicate with others. Others who have been raised with electronics, technology, consumerism and fast-food.

The film is wonderfully indecisive-- or at least, doesn't decide anything for you-- about what is the better way of living. Sometimes, you completely agree with the Cash family about things that seem so important in our lives, but really are not. Like brands, and gadgets, and even certain rules of society. And other times, you can almost not believe how much of what we know is learned through human contact. How important it is to be a part of a community, to get to know people and learn about their ideas, and share your own: to communicate.

But what if you could apply some parts of the Cash lifestyle to 'civilised life'? I think some people already do: they find a wonderful balance between modern lifestyles and the simplicity of how life 'used to be'. Think about the Paleo diet: limiting the foods you eat to what was available to prehistorical humans. I couldn't, I like cheese, but 'clean eating' comes pretty close too. Or the possibility to study history or philosophy because that is all genuinely interesting. Or even meditation and yoga, and other exercise to take care of your body and mind. 

There is something very magical about the life the main characters live. I think that the magic is basically in the fact that they live for themselves. They don't try to impress anyone, or compare themselves to anyone else. They meditate for peace. They eat and exercise to stay fit and healthy. They read books to learn things, or to entertain themselves. They live for themselves, and for nobody else. And that's what I love, and what I would love to achieve: doing only the things you want to do, needing only what you really need, regardless of what anyone says or thinks. Loving yourself enough to make yourself feel good, make yourself happy. And honestly, does knowing what Nike sneakers are contribute much to your happiness? More than knowing your basic human rights?

I recommend Captain Fantastic to anyone who wants to live more simply, more focused on him- or herself, but doesn't know where to start. I hope it inspires you like it did me!


2017 SO FAR

8:00 AM

The holidays are over and life is 'normal' again: school, obligations, working out, all of it. I set one big New Year's resolution to take care of myself this year, and love myself more. This means taking care of my body, eating healthy, moving a lot, sleeping enough and also meeting new people and doing fun stuff with friends. But sometimes it's hard to just do it. Especially when studying is taking up a lot of time, and I don't want to spend the rest of it at the gym. And I'm still tired, which also doesn't help for snacking and eating a lot...

I don't mean this to be a depressing post at all, just an update as to why I haven't been posting as much. Also, I'm not a hundred per cent sure yet what I want this blog to be and I have to still figure out how to take outfit pictures regularly and find time to go to museums and other places. But I'll figure it out soon! I'll get back to the rhythm of life as I liked it in 2016, and I'll be here :)



8:10 AM

I mentioned before that I visited the Crocker Art Museum in Sacramento this Christmas holiday. I was very intrigued by it: it was huge, and I only got to see the contemporary wing, but that's what I'm usually most interested in anyway. They also had a Native American section which I walked through, and there were some beautiful artworks there as well.

What I noticed with a lot of the art here-- I think most or maybe all of it was by American artists-- is that it was a little dystopian and almost negative about society, but it was all depicted in a creative and often strange way. I liked paintings like Eduardo Carrillo's Las Tropicanas, which looks like a spooky but good party; Julie Heffernan's Moving Out, showing people fleeing a place with the world's contents dragged along with them; and Irving Norman's My World and Yours which is very disturbing but captivating at the same time. For the rest there were a lot of surrealist pieces (I loved Dorr Bothwell's Mental Terrain, also because of the title) and some modern paintings that looked almost like photos (for instance, Jack Mendenhall's R/B Furniture). And there was some very fun art, like Maija Peeples-Bright's painting filled with walruses. 

The Crocker is a very large museum: I spent two hours there and only worked through half of the third floor. So if you want to go, you might like to open up a day for it! There's something for everyone there-- contemporary art, Asian and African art, European art and some temporary exhibitions. It's also one of only three big museums in Sacramento I believe, so if you're close, you have almost no excuse ;)

1. Julie Heffernan: Moving Out
2. Michael Stevens: Spike
3. Dorr Hodgson Bothwell: Mental Terrain
4. Maija Peeples-Bright: Walrus Willamette with Whale Walkers
5. David Klamen: Parenthesis #4

Pictures by me, taken at Crocker Art Museum, Sacramento.